Fake It Till You Make It

 Treatment yesterday went well.  They adjusted the neuropathy devil medication from 80% to 60% so I'm hoping for improvement in that regard physically.  Today I feel good!  I haven't made anyone cry or threaten to unalive anyone.  Winning!  I'm back in Fayetteville for an infusion of good things and my follow up shot in the belly.  And I drove here!  Mainly just to scare the crap out of my sister.  I wore "the hair"  the full Monty!  This is my best attempt at glamorous.   My makeup is on albeit badly in places.  I continue to try.  History tells me I'll feel decent tomorrow but I'm likely to crash Sunday.  I'd like for that to not happen this time.  But this one I have help for on the daily and I'm most grateful for Janet during this time.  I would like to be able to at least attend visitation for my grandson in laws service.  I so appreciate these good days because they remind me of who I used to be and hope to be again.  I've learned some things lately that I'll share later.i I hope you all have bountiful blessings and that you get a giggle knowing everyone in the infusion suite at Highlands (staff and patients) alike now know the story of my underwear falling off in the street.  My life is an open book...read at your own peril!